Coming Undone.

Things are changing faster then I can keep track of.
New faces are appearing,
Making me happy,
Distracted from whats really going on.
Being with them preoccupies my time.
I don't have to think about home,
Well what I call my home at least.
In reality is just a big show.
No one here really likes each other.
Words that are said are meant to hurt,
Break down and destroy someone.
Around here things only pull together
When tragedy strikes, then we fall apart again.
We're like an old book with the binding giving away.
No matter how many times you put it back together
Its never brand new again,
It never fits the same as it did.
So we sit here with taped up spines,
Arguing amongst ourselves
Waiting for the next failure that either
Brings us together or pushes us further apart.

Sweet heart you are beautiful.
In the eyes of so many,
You shine brighter then the sun.
So why do you let yourself get so low?
Why do you let them hurt you?
Personally I would like to show each and
every one of them how I feel about them.
I want them to feel the pain you do.
If only you saw what I see.
I wish that you were happy.
I wish there was something to do.
I wish I would have done things differently,
Maybe then you wouldn't do certain things.
You scare me so much.
I have lost so much sleep lately,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
Thinking about how life would be like with out you.
I just can't have that.
I love you so much.