Alissa Marie Hale.

You are my life baby.
Going on without you is not an option.
The thought of it makes me instantly sick to my stomach.
I curl into a ball so the pieces of me,
don't fall apart.
There is no doubt about it,
if you were to leave this earth,
so would I.
Your my hope.
You keep me breathing.
Words can not amount to how much guilt I carry.
Guilt brought upon myself for neglecting you.
Neglecting you while you were standing there,
screaming for my attention.
I looked right past you.
I failed you.
I hate myself for that.
There is no way to make up for lost time.
I can only pray we can start over.
Build a new relationship.
One on trust.
One on honesty.
One not upon betrayal.
One not upon bitterness.
You are my best friend.
You always have been.
I know exactly what you are going through.
I'm living it with you baby.
I know what its like to feel crazy.
I know what its like to feel alone.
I know how it feels to not have a single,
stable thing to lean on.
From now on I depend on you.
You are all I have.
You are my only trust.
When you hurt I hurt.
When you are happy I will radiate with joy.
We don't have to go through this alone.
Together we can make it.
We dot have any one else.
Its only us.
We can do it.
I love you.