Dear Friend,

I would like to start off by saying,
I am deeply sorry.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I know this past week,
had to have been hell.
I would also like to say,
I'm trying.
I'm trying to see myself for,
who God has made me.
I'm trying to accept that,
while I don't like who I am,
others still do anyways.
I'm trying to convince myself,
that I can't change the person
he has intended me to be.
There is apparently nothing to fix.
Although I feel there is much to
change there is nothing I can do.
I am who I am.
Now the only problem is,
convincing myself that.
I know it won't be in months,
or weeks,
and deffinatly not days.
I know you have your own problems.
Please, oh please, come to me with them.
Yes I have issues but I would never,
not have enough time to help you.
I'm sorry I didn't see,
that I was hurting you.
You know I wouldn't do it on purpose.
Let me help you pull yourself together.
Let me be there, holding your hand.
Let me take on your problems.
We all know I do that best.
I want everything to be about you.
Taking my mind off of my problems,
is probably the best thing for me.
I love you.
I'm sorry.