I Hate HIM.

Choices, choices, choices,
Oh what lovely things.
If only I was better at making the right ones.
50 percent of the time they are not bad,
the other 50 percent, well you get it.
Right about now there are 70 million
different things I would like to say
to a couple people, but I wont.
Things around me have changed,
DRASTICALLY CHANGED.
He is back,
for good.
This scares the hell out of me.
What if he screws up again?
Will she kick him out and that be the end?
Will she ignore it because she doesn't want to end it?
The thing is, HE is still in there.
HE hasn't left.
HE who always comlpains,
HE who goes off on tangents.
HE who I want to run and hide from.
HE who I want to punch in the face.
HE who I never want to live with.
HE who doesnt love me.
HE will always be there.
Who knows how long it will be,
untill He makes his appearence,
but I know HE will.
HE will never leave.

Summer 2009 ,
Baby am I excited!
This could mean a couple of things.
One, I have the greatest time of my life.
Two, I have no life because my parents still dont trust me.
I'm just going to have to do everything
I possibly can do to get them to trust me,
then the real fun begins.
P A R T Y !
My first highschool summer!


I have to go.
Crying myself to sleep.
I Hate HIM.

bye.