Sleepless Night.

It would be nice if we could rewind back into time. I'm pretty sure if ANYONE was given the chance they would go back and change at least a half a dozen things. Me, well I would change the day my parents met. Don't get me wrong, I would want them to met, it would just be in the best interest of everyone that they would meet on a later date. They needed more time to actually think about this huge decision called marriage, rather than acting upon impulse. I don't think they actually realized how many people they would be dragging down with them when they came up with what they thought was a genius idea. I'm not sure but I wouldn't think that living together for fifteen years and then having one of them move out was their plan. I mean it has happened what, three times now. That I am sure is something never thought would happen. Never the less it did, and now my siblings, grandparents, aunts, uncles, close friends, and I all have to deal with this issue on a regular basis. Sometimes it's easy to "become distracted" from the truth. There is no way I could forget so I guess you would call it being "distracted". Anyways, he is out of the house now and has been for quite some time. Today brought new meaning to our situation; we were asked what we would think if he were to move back in and she go stay at the grandmother's. It startled me. I never really thought about it. Now thinking about it makes me uneasy. It wouldn't be horrible but it defiantly wouldn't be my idea of a great solution. So tonight I think I will sit in bed and it will be another one of those nights spent tossing and turning because of the thoughts that have accumulated over the course of the day, or week. Oh joy, yet another sleepless night.